Friday, June 13, 2008
2:56 AM
Slept at 12am..Woke up at 2am, i just felt that i had to do something.
Have been praying these few days , Honestly speaking.. i feel much better after talking to God. Can feel that my prayers are getting stronger and stronger prayer after prayer. For the past few days.. been asking Him for visions and here they come. But as i look at these visions, seems like theres something missing..guess He wants me to find out myself.. I didnt expect it to turn out like this..
Well.. by looking at the things i am doing now and the things i have done.. I really have no doubt about the vision. Yea things may turn out that way. but at this point of time thats not what i really want, oh well.. just have to live with it i guess.
At least i can sleep better.Gonna gym later.
Nights
Thursday, June 12, 2008
9:14 PM
Hospital
Home
Vivo
Home
Boring day..Gonna gym tml.
While Was lying on the operation bed was thinking over some stuff..
There are always some parts of life that everyone will be facing problems and need someone to talk to.
I was there, looking from afar..could see somethings were troubling you.
I really regretted not stepping out to understand how u feel and whats bothering you.
I was really afraid that i wasn't the ideal person of your choice when you are feeling down.
I could see her leaving service half way.
All i can do now is look down and say to myself..what a coward i've become.
If only i was there to help her.
Things might be different now...
I'm really sorry.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
12:16 AM
Went to school for extra classes in school today..really boring.. Headed down to cuppage plaza with Greg for some beauty pageant, gotta admit..Melody looked much prettier, well... she came out as the top 3 girl finalist. Left the place half way as i was afraid i would breech my probation.However when i got out of the auditorium..realized that by the time i got home, i would already have breeched it. So i decided to stay out abit later. Hang around cuppage car park for quite awhile..Had a good time talking to greg about certain stuff that i have been confused and pondering over.. Went to meridian to meet Casey and the rest of the group,headed home about 5 mins later with Greg,Casey and leon. Kinda sick and tired of those thoughts running through my head right now. Guess ill stick to alcohol. Probation is KILLING ME !!
Monday, June 9, 2008
11:08 PM
Very Boring day...
Went for a haircut, and dinner with my dad.
Stoning at home for the rest of the day.
4:11 AM
Hey Guys,Thanks for visiting my blog once more and Really sorry that ive abandoned this blog for a quite long period of time. Have been really down these few days as problems keep coming my way..
Anyways woke up at around 1+ in the afternoon today.Jumped out of bed and gave casey a wake up message, But WOW he could get out of bed man..Kinda Expected that from a heavy sleeper anyways.. He dropped me a call at around 3.20pm. Just finished my workout at that time. Went to hit the showers and had a game of dota with casey. Finally headed down to Serangoon mrt to meet him.Went over to St Andrews Cathedral at city hall and said a prayer. I felt much better after that prayer and went to have dinner at Food Junction in raffles city. And heres a tip from me..Stay away from the beef noodles there..its just expensive and tasteless kinda wasted money on that.Took the escalator down to the basement after that, walked around for quite awhile and then casey decided to buy bubble tea. While we were roaming around the place aimlessly...walked pass gloria jean's coffee and we meet KW !,hahaha he was hanging out with his poly friends. Self introductions were exchanged and started chatting for quite awhile, Gotta admit... they are indeed nice people.. really glad that i got to meet them today. Chatted from like 8-9.30. Casey headed to town and i Headed home.. Cant thank casey enough to give up so much of his time to accompany me today.So Casey..Thanks lots !! Cheers man !,Lunch is on me soon haha.
Guess its bed time now.
Nights :)